Heart-Glasses Broken
Heartbreaking. Yes it so hard to forget the ones we love so much. The ones who has impacted our lives. Made a difference in us all. Hey, sometimes these people are just not meant to be with you till the end, but rather they are meant to teach you something in life which you might not know. Yes it does hurt because you've lasted long with your special someone or friend and during that period of time, you literally gave your all. Everything.
Some people left you alone all by yourself because they have found someone better. And when you got to find out who they are, you somehow feel like shit. You'd feel demoralized about yourself more. Insecure about everything. You might not want to give another relationship or friendship a chance once more because you're so hurt. Too hurt that you're afraid of everything. To get hurt again. I mean... No one wants that.
It hurts to know that you've tried your best with full effort but unknowingly it was never good enough for anyone. Like they don't see all the effort you've put in for them. Despite all those heartaches you get, you still decide to put them away and keep putting in the effort. You'll never know if what you're doing is ever enough for them. You'll always wonder, why must it be you who have to do all the actions. Like when will it be your turn to get someone to return the favor. Its not like as if when we do it for them, we don't do it sincerely. We do. But at some point of times, we also want to feel appreciated by someone. You know? Like at least someone out there appreciate our existence or something.
Admit it, everyone of us has an expectations of something. Some of us expects a favor in return. Some expects to understand etc... They are some people who really do it sincerely from the bottom of their heart's content. And they don't really need something in return. They don't even expect it. But also with these type of people, don't take advantage of them. Doesn't mean they do it entirely for you, just for you, don't treat them like a piece of shit. Cause that hurts. Some people are really fragile. It's like; They give you something far more precious to them cause they know and entrusted you to take care of it. But instead, you take it, and you purposely dropped them on the floor. There you go. Its broken.
Heard of this quote; ''Once broken considered sold'' ???
Yea you may find this everywhere in shops. Especially those that are made of glasses all. Mostly glasses. For most that I find. I know that I'm no such perfection or in higher status to be saying all these but I'm just sharing my thoughts about these all. As I was saying, take these as a relatable thing in life;
Glasses are fragile. And you know that once it drops, it breaks into pieces. More like you don't have the intentions to break them but its too late cause you've dropped them. And you have to unwillingly pay for that piece that was already broken. Because why? You hold responsible for it for the cause you've done. And now that its yours but with that condition that has already been broken, you feel that its useless to keep them still. Yea It can be fixed with a strong glue but it takes patience and hard work to be fixing it back together. But what if you don't have that quality to be like that and all? I bet you just threw them away right? But still feel guilty because you have to give away your money for that piece of shit.
If you still willing, and once its fixed, it gets back into shape but..... it doesn't look exactly like it was before it was broken. Because of all those cracks on the glass. And when you touch the glass full with cracks, the texture isn't soft or perfectly smooth. Instead it has a rough texture and maybe some has its sharp parts because its not been fixed properly. And you know when you wanna use them back, you suddenly feel cautious about it getting broken again. So instead, to prevent from it getting broken, you don't use them ever again. Left it on the shelf or you think its too ugly to be kept so you just throw it away. Get it broken into pieces again and use a brand new one.
Get what I'm trying to say here? Can you even relate them to life? In case you don't, here's what I meant by relatable.
Glasses are like humans. They have this thing called ''trust'' to the person they trust and love most. But when that someone left them alone; broken-hearted, its hard for them to go through. Yes they can find someone else to fix them back. Slowly get back up like and be strong like they used to be. But it'll never be the same no more. Cause they know if they get back to their same old self, they'll get their heart broken again. And for them its tiring. Instead, they change a little about themselves. To be much annoying, rude, mean, or heartless. Why? To feel less hurt. Less pain. At the same time they expect people to be careful of them. They'll tend to get insecure of everything. Easily. It takes one amount of patience and whole amount of effort to make sure they're okay back again. But some don't even bother and just let them be as it is because they know that he/she might get broken again over small things. Or because they already saw their ugly side of them and find it disgusting to be with. So all they ever find it easy was to just leave and find someone new and better. And because of that, they changed into someone we don't expect it to be. Someone different. We can't blame them can we?
Cut the story short;
Don't ever fully take care of that particular person if you don't have the intentions to treasure them and to be there for them for the rest of their life. No matter how hard or how much effort you have to put in to just go through with it. Even how many times you broke their heart, be the one who'd be still willing to have the patience and faith to fix their broken little pieces back together again. And once you've done that, learn how to appreciate its existence 'cause without them, you wouldn't be who you are today. Remember that...
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